Its so hard to let go of something you want so bad, with as much thought you have that it wont ever happen, and that your setting yourself up for disappointed, you still have that slight bit of hope that if you hold on, you’ll someday have what you want, but the hard part is, you don’t know exactly how long your going to have to hold on for, because at the end of the day, it may all be for nothing..
i hate feelings